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May 6th, 2005

It's been awhile hasn't it? @ 04:32 pm

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: If you could only see by Tonic

I think I'm hurting more than I ever have in my life...Yet I feel so happy. There's three of them and it's as if slowly, they tear me apart.
I can't stand seeing him in the halls because everytime I do, I see the person I came so close to having, but let him slip...
And the other one. He always hurts, unintentionally of course. I can't remember a single time when he DIDN'T hurt me.
Then there's the last one. I AM over him, he doesn't matter to me anymore. But just remember what happened with him still haunts me and, well that memory will never leave me alone. That hurt so much.

Je suis la voie d'accès que mon coeur indique est le meilleur, mais tout elle est extrémité me blessant vers le haut.

Maybe it's just because I'm PMSing...
 

March 5th, 2005

Hmmm @ 11:37 am

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Cryptorchid by Marylin Manson

So Allie's over right now and getting ready for her Solo Ensemble. Oh gosh yesterday was so messed up. Ok firstly Allie came over and realized she forgot the song for her S.E. and completly flipped out so we walked to the school to try and get in and get it but all the doors were locked and so ya…she was screwed.
So then we came back here and just at first Allie called people to find out about the music and then we just tried to forget it. Then my dad came home with these two things of alcohal…
Haha this gets interesting.
Mariah came over with some mountain dew and the first thing Allie and I do is ask her for it and pour a glass of that stuff (which tasted really bad without soda first) and then we got like slightly drunk.
My god we were messed up.
Then we watched the Grudge. Hahaha that movie's so dumb yet so freaky. It scares me just because that THING is so creepy.
And then we watched Without A Paddle. I love that movie.
So yeah we tried to go to bed but didn't fall asleep until three and woke up at like 10:30.
Now Allie's getting ready and she's sitting next to me right now reading this.
Haha…
 

January 8th, 2005

More quizzes @ 10:34 pm

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Damn I wish I was your lover by Sophie Hawkins

I'm bored right now but REALLY happy because I talked to *him* today.

dreamer
you represent the dreams in life. you are laid back
and also dream alot.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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amoure
You are a hopeless romantic like me. ^_^ You dream
about whoever all day (rarely anything else);)
Don't worry it's not a bad thing believe me. So
what's holding you back! Go get 'em!


*UPDATED* What kind of love are you? ( COOL anime pics)
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~*~That's so incredibly true that I'm slightly scared. But then again I might also be scared because it's barely past midnight AND I'M TIRED!~*~

Rain
Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Whatever that's enough for now. I don't even know why but I just really felt like putting up a bunch of quizzes. Meh my insanity is finally coming back. YAY.
So while I have time to burn I guess I'll write something in here. I was slightly depressed today and I don't know, I just broke down crying, AGAIN. I mean I really like crying because it releases me of all the pain I feel usually but I would love it if I had a shoulder to cry ON. I mean what's the point of crying into a bed? It doesn't comfort you or make you feel better. I was home alone at the time so yeah. Besides, I wouldn't really go to my parents for something like that. I don't know the person I'd most likely go to at the apartments is probably David, or maybe Eilisha. But yeah none of them were here or anything so I was stuck all alone. It kinda sucked.
I haven't written any of my stories in a really long time and I'm getting mad at myself because I have all this time to spare and instead of spending it writing or doing something USEFUL I sit my lazy ass on the computer and talk to people, and take quizzes.
My hand is getting cramped because I've been typing for so long. :P Whatever poop on that. Uhm…Damn it I forgot. Oh well.
~*~ <3 Niyati ~*~
 

Fun! More quizzes! @ 02:41 pm

I had a sudden urge to place quizzes on here. Not exactly sure why but whatever.

sweet
You like the ones that understand you.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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surprise
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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HASH(0x8867848)
You are a Hip hop Dancer. You are the witty chick
in the gang, you have a special life style and
that makes you different with your own unique
way, your friends love you because they know
they can trust you. Your ideal man is the guy
with a free style not afraid of saying how he
feels, and life is never dull with him.


What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)
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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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romantic
You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring,
loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your
time dreaming and you're not afraid to express
deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary,
or words. You hope for love and affection from
your prince charming. I have a feeling he will
come around soon.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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7
LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship.
You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing
that he will protect you and you can be totally
devoted to your other. At this point you are
very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont
even think that he/she could cheat you. You
totally trust your partner in every single way.
SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or
played a game this trust is broken. You may try
to forgive your other but this will be very
difficult.He/She has to be friendly and
trustworthy.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.
You can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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HASH(0x8934a30)

Your Hidden Power Is Water


You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.

Quote:If you wait for me
Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for you
In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart


What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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HASH(0x8b6c514)
You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Also Please Send Pics!!!


Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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November 22nd, 2004

Ok this isn't a permanent thing. @ 07:20 pm

Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: Until the Day I Die by Story of the Year

I just felt like updating this for absolutely no reason at all! Lately, things have been really confusing. I mean, I've been depressed and happy at the same time. I'd say the best thing that has happened to me in these past two weeks was on Friday, at the Pettit. There was this really cute guy (I think he was an eighth grader) and he kept skating near us and we kept skating near them (if you can call what I do skating.) He kept doing this really cute thing where he'd be skating really fast and then like, slide next to a wall so that ice would get all over it and then sometimes he'd actually jump ONTO the wall. Andi didn't think he was cute but I did. So when we were about to go downstairs and get ready to leave, Allie and I waited for the others on the bench and we saw him coming by. So we shouted "HEY SEXY!" and he smiled, blushed, and turned away. HE WAS SO ADORABLE!! I was going to give him my number but Allie and I couldn't find him after that. Damn.
Life is incredibly weird right now. There's a lot going on. Some people think I have no idea what really is happening but I know more than I let on.
I really miss eighth grade. Things were simpler back then. But whatever, I'm enjoying high school.
I feel bad for Kelli. Her school is seriously horrible. I really hope she gets better!
I love all my friends and if you don't know that, well you should!!
 

August 23rd, 2004

wow… @ 09:19 pm

Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: some gay ass song by Hanson

i haven't written in here in months
and thanx 2 david i just remembered all the shit that happened cuz of this damn thing

but on the bright side
i just went shopping
 

May 27th, 2004

mrrrrhiss @ 05:14 pm

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: nothing cuz i feel like saving electricity *tehe*

creamcicle
creamsicle, girly, flirty, happy, well dressed


what type of icecream r u? (with pics)
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You are a perfect friend, you know just what good
for her and are not too pushy, too bad everyone
doesn't have friends like you then the world
would be happier!!


Are you a real friend or a phony baloney
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snake
Your most like a snake, you do what u want and dont
care what people think about you! people like
you because you allways say what u mean but
sometimes they might not like you because your
ideas are too wild!


what household pet are you?
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~my ideas…2 wild…???

BLUE
Blue, your fun loving but not too out going, you
love hanging out with your friends and your
clothing style is pretty comfy or normal! You
done need a party to have a good time, just a
few friends and some movies!!


what colour of the rainbow is your personality?
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PORTUGAL
portugal


What country do you most represent? (with kool pics)
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Twilight
Twilight
The time of the day just after sunset and just
before the dead of night...Mysterious, daring
unique....You are either alone or you let few
people into your life...


What time of the day are you? (finished and with kool pics)
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pansy
In your past life you were a pansy lol. You just
sat there for everyone to admire and look at,
allthough a few ppl make jokes that your a
little too soft but you dont seem to care and
you still love looking pretty!!


In your past life what were you? (lotsa results with pics)
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~btw sry if i put up a quiz more than once…i dont' keep track of which i have already taken or not so ya
 

May 26th, 2004

I'M A RADIOACTIVE SQUIRRELL @ 06:28 pm

LOOK OUT!
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Niyati Kamdar is a radioactive squirrel!!

Username:

From Go-Quiz.com

NNoisy
IImportant
YYummy
AAstounding
TTame
IIntelligent
KKinky
AAmbitious
MMesmerizing
DDangerous
AAstonishing
RRealistic

Name / Username:


Name Acronym Generator
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May 25th, 2004

mrrrkjf;dklsjfal; dfj @ 05:03 pm

if u have ne 7 letter adj. in mind that can fit in2 the sentence: my lil sis is a _ _ _ _ _ _ _. then tell me!!


Your your average, every day nut case. You belong
in a mental ward and you need to be away from
sane people at all cost! But you do like shiny
things, I guess that's a plus....


What kind of psycho are you?
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You have beautiful, dreamy eyes, but with pain
mingled in. Often rejected, some people like
your eyes. You have stopped expressing love,
because it just means more pain. You sound so
much like me its not even funny.


What are your eyes like?
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Pet Rocks Rule
You're a pet rock!! Pet rocks rock!! One of the
most loyal pets anyone will ever have. Low
maintnence, and oh so much fun. A lot of people
think you are dull, but what do they know?
Nothing, thats what. Pet rocks are awesome!!


What random item are you?
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May 24th, 2004

TOLD U I'D BE BACK! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! @ 08:42 pm

Cutie
Adrian really likes you your kind he really likes
you and wants to get to know you better.


In a room of white roses II - (girls again plzs)
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Cutie
Adrian likes you alot and wishes that hadn't
brought you here but he is happy that he did
because your alot of fun and might be able to
help him *parts 4 and 5* please rate


In a room of white roses III (srry same pics)
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You are a complete sweet heart and Adrian seems to
be falling for you. You are handeling things
extremely well and seem to like Adrian yourself
and stay-tuned for part 5. and this result
with have a pic soon


In a room of white roses IV (pics comming soon)
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so cute
You love Adrian, Adrian loves you. Life is good in
the house except for the Bitchy Gwen lady but
tis all good cuz u have a love and he thinks
you are sooo cute!! (plz rate, part VI comming
soon)


In a room of white roses V (NOW FIXED)
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HASH(0x8af6b70)
You are very homesick and are wondering why you
ever went here and what is wrong with your
tummy. This is saddening you and you know that
if you ever get to go home again your parents
will never let you see daylight again but you
still miss them and all of your friends!!


In a room of white roses VI (the bad luck begins)
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Cutie
SO many emotions, the flaming cat, now Adrian. But
you cant really say you are hating it, haha but
you are really confused about how you feel but
Adrian loves you ;-)


In a room of white roses VII (cursed)*same pics new ones comming sooon*
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Innocent
Innocent little you, you are all up for having fun
but dont really want to have sex with Adrian
yet. Thats ok he really likes you still. You
are sooo sad to be having this happen to you,
taken away from your family and someone is
trying to kill you!!


In a room of white roses VIII (still cursed)
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Confused
What the hell is going on here is your thoughts.
You want to leave this house in the worst
possible way, and you want to leave with
Adrian. But the only way you can is to answer
the riddle....do you think you can? *message
me if you want the answer*


In a room of white roses IX
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~that's all 4 now *cuz those r all they have put up*

 

wut do u think??? @ 08:24 pm

You are Fire...
Fiery people have high spirits, great
self-confidence, enthusiasm, and direct honesty
and openness. They project a radiant,
vitalizing energy that glows warmly. They need
a good deal of freedom to express themselves so
they can insist on their own point of view.
They are consumed - even entranced - by
whatever they do. They are motivated by
excitement, insight and intuition. That is,
they get an idea which captivates them. They do
not consider rational or logical thinking or
practical feasibility. The idea comes to them
fully formed and full of power. While the idea
may grow over a period of time, it does not
grow logically but intuitively. Sometimes fiery
people do not know why they must do what they
must do! They are assertive, individualistic,
active and self-expressive. Fire sign energies
can stimulate others, but they can also
overpower and exhaust them. Good natured and
fun-loving, they may have many friends. They
are generous with their time, energy, and
resources. They value having a good time above
material possessions. They are generous but
egoistic. Fiery people may believe so strongly
in their own powers and abilities that they
fail to notice the powers and abilities of
others. They apply themselves with this motto
'if you want something done right, do it
yourself.'


Which Element Are You?
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HASH(0x8b0b230)
Your a very kind and shy person, stay tuned for
part two if you likeed part one and mayybe
things will get interesting in your stay in the
house of the white roses!! Plz rate!


In a room of white roses...(girls or guys that like guys...)
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i'm gonna put up more cuz the last 1 i did is part of a series and those r amusing…SHUT UP SO I'M CORNY WELL I DON'T GIVE A CRAP!!
*cowers in corner*

 

wut do u think??? @ 08:24 pm

You are Fire...
Fiery people have high spirits, great
self-confidence, enthusiasm, and direct honesty
and openness. They project a radiant,
vitalizing energy that glows warmly. They need
a good deal of freedom to express themselves so
they can insist on their own point of view.
They are consumed - even entranced - by
whatever they do. They are motivated by
excitement, insight and intuition. That is,
they get an idea which captivates them. They do
not consider rational or logical thinking or
practical feasibility. The idea comes to them
fully formed and full of power. While the idea
may grow over a period of time, it does not
grow logically but intuitively. Sometimes fiery
people do not know why they must do what they
must do! They are assertive, individualistic,
active and self-expressive. Fire sign energies
can stimulate others, but they can also
overpower and exhaust them. Good natured and
fun-loving, they may have many friends. They
are generous with their time, energy, and
resources. They value having a good time above
material possessions. They are generous but
egoistic. Fiery people may believe so strongly
in their own powers and abilities that they
fail to notice the powers and abilities of
others. They apply themselves with this motto
'if you want something done right, do it
yourself.'


Which Element Are You?
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May 23rd, 2004

quizzes once more :-D @ 04:09 pm

Archangel
An Angel of Discernment and Truth. This Being helps
you to begin to understand what is good for
your spiritual development and growth and what
is a waste of your time. Ask for help to see
these areas clearly, for yourself, so that you
may develop discernment.


Which kind of Angel are you?
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u have a kind heart towards all creatures. animals
+humans alike. after all, cats did bring u back
from the dead... hmmm... sound familiar?


Wut Super Power Do U Have???
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You are: Gothic Creep. You're the type that thinks
the whole world is against you and you hate
people. You aren't really known by most people.
And the few that know who you...make fun of
you, whether you know it or not!


Where do you rank on the popularity poll?
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HASH(0x8aeb27c)
You will take care of the dying. You are almost as
pure as the saviors who will lead us into
battle. Your soul has no darkness in it. All
you want to do is save the sick and dying. The
magic in your heart will become strong in the
ending. There will be a lovely place for you
beyond, no matter how torn apart the universe
may become as a result of Ragnarok.


What Will You Do At The End of the World?
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locker
You're a Locker! Not only do you like to jam
yourself constantly...you're also a very picky
eater (at least my locker is...^^')


What Random Eviiil Object Are You? (srry, it's kinda short...but has a lot of results and pictures!)
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earth
You are EARTH


What Element are you? [w/ pics]
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HASH(0x89321a8)
Congrats, you're a damsel-in-distress! Whinning's
fun when you're the one doing it, eh? You have
a lot of potential in you...you just need to
have more confidence in yourself. Oh, and the
knight-in-shinning-armor is out to lunch so
it's gonna be a looooong wait...


Which Fantasy Alter-Ego Do You Have? (FINALLY finished!)
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vampire
You are a VAMPIRE


What supernatural being are you? [w/ pics]
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DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

PLEASE RATE


What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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You belong in the world of the laid-back, blue-sky lovers.
You belong on a lazy-day beach or anywhere where
you can set up a relaxing bench or chair and
watch the world go by. You don't want to make
any changes, watching is enough to make you
content. The blue of the sky and the light of
day beat into your soul and you drift into the
world and around without harming anything or
making any ripples in the fabric of humanity.
Enjoy your peace, few have it, though few would
want it at the cost.


Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES)
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quizzes *again @ 02:38 pm

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: I'm like a Bird (Nelly Furtado)

You're Juliet! You are wise beyond your years, but
very sheltered from life. You may have a
melodramatic streak.


What Shakespearean Character Are You? (female)
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You are the High Renaissance and absolutely
bursting with ideas. Sometimes, your
versatility is overwhelming and you have to be
careful to do justice to all of your talents.
You love the artistic world, culture and
classical civilization.


****** What Time Period are You? ******
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mars you are strong and know what you want and get but some time to bossy but over your o cool person
mars


What plant do you Belong on???( With Pics )
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you are a bunny (oooooohhh so cute)


what are you????????
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light fairy
You are the light fairy. She who is of comfort, and
friends. She who is nice to anyone who comes
her way. Beware of who you make friends with,
some friends can turn their backs. You can see
things in people that others cannot. This is an
awesome trait, keep up the good work!


**The ultimate Fairy quiz**(anime pics!) for girls, but if you are a guy you can take it too! !**being improved more**!
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thi
You are a unicorn, you are pure, and think of
nature, You live only with your own kind, you
are very smart, but sometimes you get carried
away. this is great, keep it up!

Please
rate! i luv to know what people think!


The ultimate mystic creature quiz!improved!
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you were probably very old, and didn't feel much
pain.


how did u die in your last life? **being improved**
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et
u r crazy, u really agree with all that crap i
wrote, or did u just put that there for the fun
of it. well u r a cool person anyways!!


The quiz to do when ur hyper, or insane!!! with happy bunny pics!!
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alt
you are a frog. you are very happy a lot. you
probably have a lot of friends.


The animal quiz of all time! CUTE PICS! (for animal lovers)
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control
your weapon is your own mouth and quick thinking,
you can convince anyone to do whatever you want
by asking them with sound effects, facial
expressions, and even humor, you are in control
and are great at sorting out


What is your weapon? with anime pics !
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Love
*Light Angel*- Blessed with patience and hope. You
are endlessly helpful. Your love of life and
your ability to forgive often amazes people.
You live to help. You genuinly beleive that
everyone is good....inside. You are protective
and caring. No challenge is to great for you
though you can sometimes be neive and taken
advantage of.


good......dark`~Angelz~`light......evil
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~ppl r here so cyas

 

more quizzes @ 01:07 pm

HASH(0x8a635e0)
Remus Lupin:
He's very intelligent, and quite bookish, but he's
very caring and he defends those he cares
about.He's quite attractive too, only he's so
quiet that most girls didn't notice him! oh,
and stop stepping on my territory!


****NEW AND IMPROVED!!!*****Which Marauder (harry Potter) would you go out with? GIRLS
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~kaila and i got the same 1

 

May 20th, 2004

so uhm i'm taking a break from quizzes 2 say this…but yea… @ 10:35 pm

Current Mood: pensive
Current Music: that 70's show…i noe it's not music but w/e same thing

soo…it took me a while 2 realize how much i like him
how much it hurts me 2 c him running down the hall rite past me and not even glancing my way
2 gimme a smile
or wave
like how he did that 1 time
and i missed it

i've only talked 2 him 3 times ever since spring break ended
compare that 2 the times b4
i talked 2 him almost everyday

i miss those days
i noe that they weren't that long ago
but they feel ages away 2 me

i miss hearing him make odd noises
and trying 2 pronounce my name

the 3rd time i talked 2 him

i didn't even talk
he was on the bus *4 once* and sat accross from me
and he put his shoes on my seat 4 a min and said that he was using it
and then kinda paused as if thinking and then remembered my name

all i did was make a slight smile and nod

i couldn't do nemore than that
i wish i could but i couldn't
i was 2 busy thinking about other crap

no1 seems 2 understand
they listen
and try 2…
but they just don't

i feel bad 4 mel
steph's mad @ her 4 not getting over adam

i guess steph just can't c how IMPOSSIBLY HARD it is 2 get over some1

i also realized yesterday that i'm not completely over Larry #2

i don't like him
but i'm not over him

the 8th grade formal's coming up
*sarcastic voice* woohoo………

i AM looking 4word 2 it
but
1) i don't have a date…which actually doesn't bother me…cuz i'll just be happy there w/my friends
2) even if i could get a date the person i'd wanna ask can't come…

i'm not excited 4 it…
@ all…
seriously! i'm not

i wonder…
once i get my yearbook
and since 8th graders get their's 1st
i'll ask him 2 sign it
and then idk…mebbe a convo'll strike up………

i want 1 of 2 things
1) that i get over him
2) he talks 2 me and be's my friend again

is that so much 2 ask 4?????
i guess it is
cuz it's not happening

and like i said
no1 seems 2 understand
i wish my sis was more available 2 talk 2 me
she would

well she's not

it's 1 of those times when i can turn 2 ne1 i want but it won't do nething…
it won't help @ all
it seems almost everytime i talk about this w/my friends *which idont' much nemore*
i just end up feeling even worse about it

u noe wut sux?
i'm not mad about it or nething
in fact…i barely care
but
2morrow kaila's comin over
but 1st i'm goin 2 her house
and he's gonna be on the bus
but i won't
so a chance 2 c him…possibly talk 2 him is gone
and kaila if ur reading this don't feel bad or guilty
cuz our proj. is waaay more imp. than a crush

*sigh*

well here's something i kinda wrote built off of somethign i read

i wish that u could c urself thru my eyes…then u'd c y i luv u the way i do
u'd c how ur smile makes me melt
i wish that i could c myself thru ur eyes…then i'd noe wut i'm doing wrong

~i seriously wanna noe wut i did wrong
i noe it wasn't a relationship or nehting
but we used 2 talk
y can't we again??????

o well
i guess this is just life…
 

May 16th, 2004

teehee more quizzes! @ 10:14 pm

QUIZZES

faery
Faerie:
Faeries are sweet loving beings who love to help
people. They are not held back by reality and
love to dream and fly around. You probably are
very creative and although not the most popular
person in the world you are probably loved by
many for your sweet caring personality.


What Mythological Creature Are You (Many Results and Beautiful Pics)
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An hourglass
You serve Tempus, Eternal Lord of Time and Balance.
You are all things, but only one at a time. You
are a paradox to many, and understood by few.


Which Eternal do you serve?
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Chalk Board-- YOU LET TOO MANY PEOPLE WALK OVER
YOU! TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE! You need to
start standing up for what you believe in, and
what you know is wrong.


What School Object Are You?
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Your Burger King your always with somebody whether
it be your mom or your bestfriend your never
alone probably because of your uncanny way of
always forgiving ppl and when u are alone your
most likely infront of the TV or on the
computer.


which fastfood resturant are you?
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angel
You are an angel. You like bright colors and you
wish to heal people.


theres pretty pictures at the end
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seraphim
seraphim. You are the closest to God of all the
angels. Your passion and zeal make you
incredibly mystical and intense.


to which choir of angels do you belong?
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HASH(0x8bb3db8)
You're Marge Simpson! You take care of everything
- the house, the family. As with most mothers,
you're underappreciated most of the time.


You know you love 'em, Which SIMPSONS character are you??
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A portrait of William Shakespeare drawn after his death
Your historical dream date is William Shakespeare,
although no one is quite sure who 'Shakespeare'
really is.....This man of mystery has a way
with words and would immortalize you with his
pen. Unfortunately, he also likes to give his
children strange names (Hamnet, anyone?) and
would probably only allow you the second-best
bed in the house. You can look forward to a
comfortable manor in Stratford-upon-Avon and
some very good theatre tickets.


*!*! Who in history is your type? !*!*
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Princess
You should be a Princess! You would look
absolutely beautiful as one! If you a guy then
you'd make a handsome prince! :D


!!! What should YOU be for Halloween? !!!
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WOW you are PUNK !!!
You are punk !!! :-) You are my kind of person Well
done !!! Have fun !!


Are you Punk or Pop??
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~just so u noe some of these r REALLY corny and i only took them cuz i was BORED!!

 

ya i noe i should be doin hw…but i will after this quiz!! @ 03:27 pm

http://www.gurl.com/play/quizzes/pages/0,,626050,00.html


Ayurvedic principles hold that Vatas are creative, abstract, restless and talkative. They question everything, sometimes to the point of over-analysis. They also learn things quickly, but may not always remember what they have learned afterwards. They tend to take on lots of tasks at once and as a result sometimes have bursts of anxiety or nervous energy. Vatas may find it hard to ground themselves, and can end up feeling spacey, light-headed and fuzzy. Vatas can also be very free with cash and may find it hard to save money. They tend to avoid confrontation.

Healthy Vatas are sparkling, creative personalities. They often become inventors, scientists, artists, poets, novelists and mathematicians.

Taking care of your mind and body:

According to Ayurveda, Vatas tend to have a light build and are often either very tall or very short. Their high metabolism makes it hard for Vatas to gain weight, so they tend to be on the leaner side of things. Vatas sleep lightly and may have trouble getting a good night's rest. Their appetites are usually irregular and they are very sensitive to noise. Typical Vata faces are angular. Vata skin is usually dry and cool, and Vatas tend to favor warm climates and warm, spicy foods.

Ayurvedic principles suggest that Vatas need to establish a routine so they're not all over the place all the time. They tend to be impulsive. Vatas do best when they sleep and eat meals on a regular schedule.

Ayurveda also suggests that Vatas need to take an active attitude towards relaxation. Taking time to relax--listening to music, meditating, or just sitting and reading--is important. Baths are a good idea (choose bath scents and perfumes that smell calming and warm), as are walks and herbal tea. It is best for Vatas to not rush things. Sweet, salty and sour foods are comforting to Vatas.

 

http://www.gurl.com/play/quizzes/pages/0,,626048,00.html @ 03:21 pm

According to shamanistic wisdom, moose people are very LOUD, confident and efficient. Like the moose, whose call you hear way before you even see it, moose people tend to be impossible to miss when they walk into a room--either because of the way they dress or because of their loud voices. They can seem a little bossy at times, but being such good organizers, their way is often the best, most efficient way to get something done.






~*~btw i got mooose

 

a quiz…i'll give the link @ the bottom @ 03:18 pm

Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: Like I Love you (Justin Timberlake)

"Do you experience love as a sensual journey? If so, that might be because seductive Oshun has seeped into your heart and soul. Oshun is a West-African orisha--a Santerian goddess who rules over fresh water and sweet honey, and embodies love and fertility.

According to two myths, Oshun is known for saving the world. In one, she is embodied as a peacock that flies to the heavens to end a drought. As she gets closer to heaven, she grows hot and dry, and eventually turns into a vulture, thereby sacrificing her beauty for the sake of others. In a second myth, Oshun dances seductively to lure the town's only blacksmith, Ogun, out of the forest and back to work in the city. She acts as if she does not see Ogun, and as he moved towards her, she smears honey on his lips and dances back towards the city.

As an "Oshunite," you may be perceived as a sweet, giving, self-confident, playful person who likes beautiful things and uses them to her advantage. If you share that aspect of Oshun's personality, you may sometimes be mistaken for someone who is over-invested in her own beauty. But in the long run, most people recognize "Oshunites" as peacocks that are willing to lose their feathers for the sake of the crowd."

http://www.gurl.com/play/quizzes/pages/0,,626092,00.html
 

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